It is truly amazing she is always there with what I need when I need it. Spontaneity and
Hyperactivity, lucid, dreams,
Premonitions dรฉjร vu daily, self sabotage when all was smooth, I always knew the TV especially the news lied, and was fake and staged even at an extremely young age
astral projection, meditation
Multiple things at once just to be able to focus,
I always knew after the fact that it was me, but it felt like it was subconscious as Iโve stripped myself down prayed quit drinking alcohol going on for years found peace found gratitude forgiveness, self love, through yoga and ๐intense shadow work weekends...
Shame intense embarrassment at my behavior, beating myself up like beatings in my past
How could I couldโve have allowed it to go on so long...
I needed my ESP 3rd eye ๐๏ธ (our intuition)
to operate on that level for control ๐
Once I came to controlling my chakras and most importantly my โreactionsโ to my extremely
intense emotions. I started to trust and love myself and grew!
Back on ADHD meds first time since 1988 and now at 50 I can actually see myself becoming an adult.๐
I can go with the flow ๐งโโ๏ธ
My yoga has to be a flow preferably with some Beatles.
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It is truly amazing she is always there with what I need when I need it. Spontaneity and
Hyperactivity, lucid, dreams,
Premonitions dรฉjร vu daily, self sabotage when all was smooth, I always knew the TV especially the news lied, and was fake and staged even at an extremely young age
astral projection, meditation
Multiple things at once just to be able to focus,
I always knew after the fact that it was me, but it felt like it was subconscious as Iโve stripped myself down prayed quit drinking alcohol going on for years found peace found gratitude forgiveness, self love, through yoga and ๐intense shadow work weekends...
Shame intense embarrassment at my behavior, beating myself up like beatings in my past
How could I couldโve have allowed it to go on so long...
I needed my ESP 3rd eye ๐๏ธ (our intuition)
to operate on that level for control ๐
Once I came to controlling my chakras and most importantly my โreactionsโ to my extremely
intense emotions. I started to trust and love myself and grew!
Back on ADHD meds first time since 1988 and now at 50 I can actually see myself becoming an adult.๐