9/11 Nightmares: Reflections From A Baby Atheist Who Had No Clue She Was Having Prophetic Dreams

Coping With Existential Crisis on the Cusp of Mass Tragedy

I was living only a few blocks away from the World Trade Center, and I kept having nightmares about buildings falling.

This is all very well documented - the nightmares were so bad I went for weekly counseling through my school clinic.

My friends and family knew. There was no hiding it. I was a total wreck.

I cried nightly. I couldn't get any rest. My idiot shrink was trying to attribute it to anything but what it actually was - an atheist having an existential crisis because she was having prophetic dreams and couldn't cope. I was walking, talking cognitive dissonance.

I left NYC right after graduation. It happened a few months later. I wasn't listening to Cooper. I didn't know who he was at the time. I was only 22. I just wanted to go home.

I think, when you commune with a space and you're open to receiving the energy of that space, you can sense things, especially things being planned and plotted by others - we are all a part of source consciousness and we all have access to that information.

I lived not far from the buildings, and at night in Battery Park, it's like a ghost town.

Most people don't live there. They stay for happy hour and then commute home.

In the middle of the night, my friends and I - some of them might be reading this - used to go there, lay down on the ground, and line our feet up with the buildings, looking up - it was like standing on a walkway into space. It was one of our favorite things to do when we were bored in the middle of the night, so I think I soaked up a lot of the place's energy. This was decades before I ever knew I could channel.

Jones lived there also, and much of what he says seems like a somewhat distorted prophetic energy to me. How or why it's distorted, I don't know. Sometimes it just comes in like that. Sometimes people are told what to say. Who knows.

But I can tell you it was palpable. Those dreams were so intense. I moved away as fast as I could.

You'd think I would have known then that I had abilities, but I was so dense to this shit and I had such a wall up. It took forever for me to figure it out.

Part of my mission in doing what I do is to make sure you know that we can ALL do it, not just me.

Being tapped into source consciousness is your HUMAN FUCKING BIRTHRIGHT. Know this from your core.

I am good at doing it because I practice.

It's like running. Barring some disability, everyone can run. Some are simply better at it than others because they have innate talent or they spend thousands of hours "developing the muscle."

Develop your practice. Tap in and be who you were meant to be.

Special thanks to Michael Bell for the inspiration and to everyone on Facebook who commented and encouraged me to discuss this openly.

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